I just don’t get it.
You have a girlfriend but, you text me every day.
And not the kind of texts asking for stuff but, the kind of texts that are random about anything and everything like you just need a reason to talk to me.
You tell me how amazing I am and joke around saying you love me.
But before you got a gf you didn’t want me more than just a cuddle fuck.
I’m in love with you I always have been and yet everyday you play me for a fool.
And nobody understands how much you mean to me because I’m damn good at pretending I don’t want you.
I need to stop waiting for something that’s never going to happen.
But in order to do that I need to let you go.. And I just can’t do that.











